These words are keeping my heart from exploding like the sun
I've been banished from the warmth I'm grown accustom to.
To say I've been casted out is true.
My stomach fills now with just putrid venom poisons my head
See but rage and flames days in never seldom said
I'm in constant dispare
Set in my ways
I'm ill; With faith; with love
I can see all my errors nothing left unphased
Only after the present and future has blended in this is what I see
God has marked my journey
He saw that I'd fail him not once but many times before
Ah but my reasoning may have the floor
I wanted to just fight for you
I wanted to win you
not once but many more for you knew
Abandonment of my God caused this soul to get sick and I'm left to.
I glorified a man and I was casted out
He defiled me with permission
In the desert without any mission
Without food or shelter
I've been deemed reprehensible
Unconceivable
Untreatable
How the good lord has said in action you will not see me
Hear me
No man will ever forgive me; no other
I am the guilty that fueled me and I went against another
The faint vision is of forever sleep
Hopelessness is all I see
Listen to me one last time, I'll comfort you, completely
But you bested me
You outgrown me and all my ways
You say the doors always open
But you secretly locked it since that day
For all days
To teach me a lesson with God at your side...
Forever abandoned
Because of this pride...
Now my win is to go but not to a place that anyone can place their feet
Irradicate the disappointment to God
I admit my defeat
Possible to not tremble but to compose and sleep.
I read and listen it's not all away.
Can agony match whats eating me for always?
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