Time woes

Bothersome silence and achy bones riddle me on this warm night.
The icy dull pains gnawing at the physical layers is in my bed.
Twisting and turning pulling and stretching the limits of this human flesh are my plight.

So much of physical woes exist but nothing like the missing of you.
That ache, let me deduce it through.
The horizon could be magnificent but I all I feel is
Destruction up my sides at the thought of you lips not always kissing mine.
My arms get weak at movement of sweaty grind.
I miss the sight of you feeling the vibes I give.
I want you to be mine.
Be mine again
I want that danger.
My bleeding soul is in need of you.
Your lips they take me to ecstasy.
I first time you licked my flesh my soul collapsed.
I heard the purring of the goddesses.
Hail like patterns with fingers
He feels my earth rattle and my hair limp.
He grabs my flesh and penetrates it with force.
He is my meal, my dessert and he is my full course.
Warriors, gladiators, beast have nothing on you.
My rolled back in acute spiritual perversion.

Take breathe now.

But Am in this bed.
Instead without you.
Crushed body and soul.
Dried salty tears pasted on my cheeks.
Nothing is worst then the ache I feel.
The pain is beyond unreal.