My faintly quivering heart is spark-less
I looked up to The Lord
Yelling my concede
I flowered all of this world with bits lacking
Leaving my fragmented and anger
I'm lackluster not so positive now
I'm scared I'm going back to sadness
I can't help it
This time the happiness in me has suffered her last blow.
She cries out continuously
Bellowing out the life that remained
I could keep fighting but why dare face this
It is morbid to keep killing yourself
Day in day out - watching the blood draining again on to the floor.
The devil I'd say is alive and well
She lights candles outside my lids
To keep me awake
So she and I never sleeps.
I'm not lonely that badness is here
Feeding off of my eagerness
My passion
My heroic amplitude
This beast is eating it
Tears the tissues and my fibers
All the muscles are exposed
The heat leaving my body is poisoned
I'll never see life again
I'll never breathe air again
I asked The Lord to help me
I think he left me
The devil was to close
The devil is leeching on me to exist
Where is my being?
Doesn't she want to stand up ?
Why is she always dying ?
My flowers are weak and unearthed
Theres not a beginning or an end
This madness can go on for moons
I'm a lost soul.
I have no soul.
And now no flesh.
That beautiful spirit is gone
Will she be messed
You can't bring back what is long gone.
You can dialogue this pain for textbooks
It is the ultimate end to life.
My muse left me
No longer a lifeline
No longer a savior
No longer a spirit
I've been dismembered
I've been robbed of all of me.
Of myself.
Now I'm in the world of all that is no more.
No longer me or her or
myself.
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