Starting Tomorrow

I will not say your name
I will not think about what we did
I will not daydream
I will not cry
I will not blame my heart
Not this time
I will not try jump into anything soon
I will not try to upgrade you
I will not think about the time we met
I will not pray for you
I will not starve my body and mind
Not this time
I will not get angry and yell up to the sky
I will not arrest myself and die

I feel as though this is over
As over can ever get
I was wrong to talk to you
So it's time I forget.
Starting tomorrow
But right now I love you!