My depths my poison that fuels me
I rested with my eyes wide open
My nerves where loud and powerful
I feel my vessel bursting with blood
I told all truths
I didn't hold back
You didn't respond or give me any feedback
I'm lost
I'm scared now
The dirtiness that coils me
I opened my heart and dreamed big dreams
Very fools know not to do what I've done
My compulsiveness took over me
I was framing it in my mind and it flourished
And now I'm puzzled with this zinging in my heart
Like an attack of all my senses
I feel breathless
I feel criminal
And nude
I just Deperately wanted you
I'm not a monster or a Feen
I'm just a womb that grew pass the seed
Into bloom I was unearthed and hatched in to this perversion for you.
I feel off
Cause I told you the truth
Though drunken in my mess
I was all bad
I put the glass to my lips with you on my mind and places my head on the pillow and you were still around
No one else has me so confused
I only want YOU
but now you are gone again
Who knows when you'll be back
I fuck it the fuck up and feel desperate and fiery
I can't let this be
I was honest and it hurt me
