Realms

I'm feeling fearful more than ever. 

Everyday I awake in a panic 

Around people I'm shaking

My parts are on fire everyday

My skin smooth my heart disshelved 

I'm losing my spirit 

I'm not good for this life

Telling truths

I told the earth as ugly 

My depths my poison that fuels me

I rested with my eyes wide open

My nerves where loud and powerful

I feel my vessel bursting with blood

I told all truths

I didn't hold back 

You didn't respond or give me any feedback 

I'm lost 

I'm scared now 

The dirtiness that coils me 

I opened my heart and dreamed big dreams

Very fools know not to do what I've done

My compulsiveness took over me 

I was framing it in my mind and it flourished 

And now I'm puzzled with this zinging in my heart 

Like an attack of all my senses 

I feel breathless

I feel criminal 

And nude

I just Deperately wanted you

I'm not a monster or a Feen

I'm just a womb that grew pass the seed 

Into bloom I was unearthed and hatched in to this perversion for you. 

I feel off 

Cause I told you the truth

Though drunken in my mess 

I was all bad

I put the glass to my lips with you on my mind and places my head on the pillow and you were still around 

No one else has me so confused 

I only want YOU

but now you are gone again

Who knows when you'll be back

I fuck it the fuck up and feel desperate and fiery 

I can't let this be 

I was honest and it hurt me