Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Ambers

The burning inside is overwhelming.... 
I know it's not me who lives within me 
She is hallowed out by the darkest of all people 

One moment she's able to combat the pesky thoughts 

they revive and rule her 
They've made her doubtfully weak 
Miserably lonesome in room full of souls 
Shes placeless 
No knowledge of the fire 
Blazing in the corners of the room
She speaks no languages that can be discerned 

She grimacing in pain as jealously fuels her very being 
She's lost all consciousness to life all around her 

She's burning and she keep resist
Wanting it to continue 
Seeing it kill off that haze that dulls her 
She oblivious to the kindness she gave
She's seething and pushing out her ghosts 

Apologizes don't matter when theirs no feelings to hold 

The smell of flesh is reeking 
Her tolerance is beyond what ever the norm 
Beyond the devil compass set due south 
He stepped out on her 
She could feel it in her soul so she burned 
She burned herself so he could know 
She knows 
That hallowed out girl is synced to you 
You failed her miserably 

But if what inside matches the pain from within then 
Maybe then it'll hurt no more

The ambers of her are flying