To touch you once more

The thought of you is never disappearing

Constantly in my hand our meetings 

Plays

At every juncture they dance and taunt me,

I want to celebrate loving you 

Instead I'm bleeding you 

I hone in on missing you. 

You invaded my body my mind my soul

You measure greatly in my genes

You grind me and spew me out

You denounced me

You REPLACED ME

I MEAN so little to you

I mean very little to all 

I wish I could flush myself like the waste I feel.

The awfulness of my existence is clear

You want to rid me 

Abandon me

Forget me

Erase me

I would to if I were you 

Id dismember the memories ....

To be continued too sad to finish...

Dying

Ever wake up know this will be your last day... 

I feel like dying ...more and more each day. 

The tears burn as they build up inside of me 

As they pour out of my tear ducts 

Creates a flood in the crevices 

To not breath and to not cry 

To be at that last day ...

Pure eyes

I put the obsidian in orifice

I shut the eye that tells tall tales 

selling me out 

I believe in amour once 

Not false 

the completeness of my womanhood 

Was all love 

My heart was filled by a virus 

I was empty

I had so much empathy for too much weakness

My void is fundamental my foul

My eyes are giving me the outs

A pause for my own silence 

I put the obsidian in my mystery

She's swallowing my pain and mixed it in with my blood. 

She is letting me be free

She'll cleanse my vision 

She bring back in my soul

My purest Ora will be the result

The Lord has brought me here

My mineral will free my dark passenger 

The leeches that stole me 

Are releasing me... 

Humming in light of a new sun. 

Fill in my life again 

Rebirth is next.